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[06 Nov 2009|07:37pm] After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn’t mean possession and company doesn’t mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn… Veronica A. Shoffstall post comment

[17 Aug 2009|11:21pm] I want you, SO BAD. post comment

[27 Jul 2009|01:45pm] i am such a fat ass holy shit. I have never looked even near this bad in my entire life. School starts september 7th. I'm going to the gym every single day if not twice a day until school starts post comment

[20 Jul 2009|04:04pm] i haven't spoken to him in over a week, it's making me very anxious. i miss him. I like being home, but I miss school. post comment

[13 Jul 2009|06:19am] last few days in italy. i'm excited to be home! post comment

[04 Jul 2009|06:25pm] I thought that running away to italy would make all of my problems go away. I have to stop running, I feel like running away from my problems is all that i've ever done. I really don't know how to deal with any of this anymore, All I know is I'm really excited to have a few days with Melinda at portsmouth island. Honestly, I just need to be able to get away with my best friend! less than two weeks and i'll be out of ITALIA. no more ciao, no more kissing every fucking person you know on the cheek, no more FUCKING SALAMI, honestly, i'm sick of salami 2 comments|post comment

[03 Jul 2009|05:27pm] i have had way enough of italy. send me home tomorrow, i want burgers and fries. post comment

[28 Jun 2009|05:21pm] no matter where you go, you can travel half way around the planet, a different continent, and the pain never goes away... the pain of knowing you're always second best, if that, never really what someone wants. post comment

[04 Jun 2009|05:11pm] I'm in Rome. I better meet a fucking guy here because it is the most ROMANTIC DAMN PLACE IVE EVER BEEN. and almost depressing when you're by yourself. post comment

[27 May 2009|06:10pm] I honestly wish I could just STOP thinking about you all the time, put my feelings for you on hold for like... say three months until we're back at school. But I can't do that, and I can't stop thinking about you, it took me basically an hour to fall asleep last night cause I couldn't get you off my mind. what the hell? i hate this. post comment

[25 May 2009|10:56pm] I wanna be with you, you wanna be with me. why can't it just be as simple as that? post comment

[21 May 2009|10:08pm] I'm home and honestly i wish i was still at school post comment

[14 May 2009|12:42am] I can't wait to be in italy in only two weeks. But I would give anything to have you there with me. I know it's so hard for you, but I really hope we can be together. We're so perfect for each other. 2 comments|post comment

[12 May 2009|08:56pm] I am fatter than I have ever been in my entire life. Honestly I can't even believe I let myself get to this point this will not go any further. post comment

[10 May 2009|02:17pm] thank the lord that in a week and a half this HELLACIOUS school year will finally be over. I really hope next year goes a little better. post comment

[03 May 2009|05:08pm] I can't help myself, I have no self control when it comes to kissing you. How is it that in a situation that is so incredibly wrong, it can be so amazingly right? post comment

[27 Apr 2009|11:25pm] oh my god i am SO SICK of falling for guys who are epically hung up on someone else! honestly AHH. 1 comment|post comment

[16 Apr 2009|09:05pm] fucking slut wannabees who act like theyre fifteen when theyre fucking twenty running around the house squealing like fuckin pigs, stealing peoples shit and generally just acting like FUCKING IDIOTS. this school year could not end SOON ENOUGH. I cannot wait to be in a different apartment with fuckin decent human beings next year who actually know how to ACT THEIR FUCKING AGE. post comment

[06 Apr 2009|10:41pm] I feel like the most undesirable, unlovable, unwanted person on the entire planet. 1 comment|post comment

[02 Apr 2009|12:04am] Just cause you feel it, doesn't mean it's there. post comment

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